Meeting you after a while always gave me the same level of nervousness. I don’t know, but when I heard you shout my name from your balcony, I don’t know what to reply with. Same thing when I saw you get out of the gate((((:
Do you remember how many times we’ve met in person? I only know thar it’s not that much compared to other couples.
Meeting you yesterday made me realize something about us– or maybe more about myself.
Never have I thought, that one day in my early 20s, I’ll found someone that’s willing to be there and wait for me, that made me feel home and safe, even from a far distance.
I’ve always thought that love isn’t something that fits me, that it’s just a waste of time, when suddenly you popped out of nowhere into my life three years ago.
You know how we always use the term ‘recharge’ when we feel tired and need company from each other? It started out as a joke or maybe just an excuse to be allowed to just lay down and be comfortable with each other’s company. Yet when I saw you get on your train yesterday, I realized something. Somehow I felt a lot more confident than I ever was.
Such feeling that always came after we met, yet I just realized it lately. Being with you made me want to be a more dependable person. Where you don’t have to worry about anything, cause I’ll be there to help you.
I want you to just sit down, and let me do my job to make you happy.
I’m aware, that I still far from the kind of person I just described. But in a few year, I can see myself walking through a path, becoming a person I craved to be.
Meeting you is a bless.
I never want to imagine myself being with anyone except you.
